Waaah the title!!!- as much as this feels like a rant there’s still so much emotion pouted in I feel pain, the loneliness, regret for some reason, and much more. It’s overwhelming, it must’ve felt overwhelming writing this.

“the dread remaining even if it's lessened a shade or two.
perhaps it's the fear of leaving a dream prematurely”
These words break my heart. I hear you and I get you.

Thank you for sharing this.