I'll be here,
whatever "here" means.
I cannot make promises,
or say I'll call
when I'm at that point.
I don't know my future self.
I barely know my present self.
Just please,
continue to be patient.
I need your support,
even though I know it's there,
there are times I need confirmation.
I don't know if any of this
means anything substantial.
I don't always feel real.
I need someone to be there
as proof it will be okay.