finding motivation can be tough,
but living paycheck to paycheck sounds even more rough.
i have a bright future ahead of me, that's for sure..
but what do i have to do to find the cure
to take me out of this slump
that makes me as lazy as a stump..?
seeing my parents work so hard and bringing back so little..
makes me scared for the future
because i am afraid of being like them,
and my dreams are slowly starting to diminish.
why? because i struggle to find motivation.
getting out of bed is a chore,
i'd rather stay under my blanket and snore.
how will i be successful when all i wish to do is die and lay beneath the grass and dirt,
i'm thinking of ways to write my goodbye.
i want so many things in life
like fancy things for my family to enjoy
and to be a person that can thrive.
you only live once
so make the best out of it.
i don't want to strip for a small tip, so i pray to the lord to help me even if it's just false hope.
