First taste of freedom quote.

I have my first taste of freedom today.

My little girl has grown up. .

Im so worried about her and her first day of school. .

Yet . . I feel like I'm not allowed to enjoy myself. .

He hovers over me. . Wanting to know my next step my next move. .

Why does it feel so wrong to have freedom?

Like there is an invisible shakle around my ankle. .

I feel so scared. .

My heart races. .

Do I cry?

Im paralysed by fear. .

Do I just sit here alone to not anger him. .

I hate this feeling. .

Why am I so scared. .

Why does it feel so weird when I have been looking forward to it for so long!

I was hoping I would be happy. .

Im really not. .

It feels like I'm looking at the edge of a cliff. . The end of the world and it wants me to jump into the unknown. And I don't want too. .

Last time I did there was hell to pay. .

Im broken arnt I?