Friendship to nothing

An eye for an eye

A heart for a heart

A life for a life

But for me? Somewhat of a laugh?

My hard work,

My friendship,

My encouragement

My persistence,

My heart

And my time

My money and my mind.

For what I received back when I asked for help at my lowest?

A slap in the face by a friend you thought was your closest.

I was truely nothing for when it was all taken i was tossed aside like garbage.

Im still in shock from this abuse you gave . You snapped and snapped untill you pushed me away. . I questioned what i did wrong . And how to fix this? . . For the truth is . . You hated me and thought I was disgusting.

All i asked was to be friends again. You couldn't even say hi.. let's put on this mask again.

Like it didn't hurt when you pushed me aside.

It didn't hurt like a skewer in the eye.

I acted blind you see hoping for the old you and me.

But for what? For it to be thrown back at me?

Shoved and snapped against the floor .

For your words hurt.

I truely mattered no more.

Nothing, nothing at all.