I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now,
that I became someone I barely know;
deep inside I am still hurting
but learning to hide it so well.
I'm searching for a way to be more than this,
but everyone changes when they spend so long
hiding something so dark inside,
but it's killing me to have turned into
everything that I know I am not.
What hurts the most,
is that I have forgotten who I ever was,
but the memories of what made me become
this version of me,
never stop
