I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground.
This is more than just a bad day,
it's like the power of the whole planet
is dragging me down on a one-way ticket
to a place I will never be found.
The world will never understand the pain
because I have spent a lifetime trying to dissect it myself.
It sometimes feels like I was just born blue,
preparation for being left out in the cold,
but it's the coldness that has been holding me together.
All I know is that what I now,
scares me more than I ever knew I could be.
Who is this black cloud that is always standing
in-front of me?
