I had such a different plan for my life,
until you dragged me somewhere else,
and left me there to rot with the dirt.
I was not expecting someone else to mess me up
and make me feel so weak and used.
Without thinking, I blocked out all contact with the world,
shut all of the doors before they opened,
then instincts took over my survival
in my now unknown surroundings.
I may not have been able to run away then,
but at least no one else could now ever find me
to be able to hurt me this way.
