I thought I was free from then dark path?
Aside from that line, I like how you question why they're back to torment you. I was interested to see that you would love so strongly to cause yourself damage, & I can relate to that. The overwhelming need to do everything for them to prove your love.
But you don't have to. Walking away I your strength. Accepting that nobody is worth fighting for if they need to be fought for. Real love is easy. It cones naturally, even if the obstacles are tricky.
Keep writing. I like the sentiment.
Well done.
Cat x

Your poem shows the very raw emotions of what it's like to have a toxic love for someone. It's almost like this painful addiction that you can't escape. I enjoyed reading it.