It's been so many days.
It's been so many years.
Being alone in this dark room.
Preventing myself to find happiness.
The sun shining outside.
Sitting in this dark room make me realise.
There is light outside.
There is happiness out there.
Life doesn't deny happiness.
Life grants happiness.
Being alone in this dark room doesn't prevent me everything.
There is a sun outside to let the light shine on me again.
There is hope out there to find myself again.
My life hit the rocks some years ago.
Preventing myself elevating to the next level.
Watching and observing this from a distance was so painful.
Experiencing this without any help was so hard.
So many days passed by.
So many years passed by.
No improvement at all.
Nothing has improved
Nothing has changed.
And how do I find myself again?
Looking in the sky grant me hope again.
Stars shining around the sky show me direction again.
Praying to my lord.
Worshiping to my lords.
I believe.
Someone is out there waiting for me.
To tie the knot and find an everlasting happiness.
More love, more love and more happiness.
Opportunity out there waiting for me.
To elevate to the next level.
How do I find myself again?
It is the next chapter of my life.
