I made an account only to post a comment here. I send my genuine wishes for health and wellbeing. I am in love with your poems and in sorrow for their inspiration. I would say continue to write, but one writes only when verbally incapable of expressing his true feelings. And it most likely hurts. There's something that i know does not. Continue to live and find beauty in everything that happens, even in the darkness that falls upon you. For darkness is where you see the light. :)