I awake each day feeling empty inside
It all hurts and it’s eating me alive.
I don’t feel anything, I’m quite numb to life
Would it be easier if I just died?
I feel I’m a failure, never being good enough
But hey who am I? I’m not God
If I was I would be good enough.
I try to push through and not shed tears
But I’ve wanted to unalive for many years.
I try so hard but life is shit
Maybe I’m just not cut out for this.