Envy
Oh how I’m jealous of your newfound happiness
On how you’re content without me
The grudge I hold within my soul
You left me feeling empty
I envy that you smile beyond the clouds
Simultaneously gratified you’re now at peace
Feeling vacant and unfilled
Indistinguishable to a cup half empty
In all the hours, minutes, seconds upon the day
Is insufficient of the countless moments delayed
Raindrops pour from heavy filled eyes
I force grins, smiles, and laughter
Only the interior feel those lies
It still wounds from hurt long after
I resent you from departing ways from me
Wishing you well in your demise
An unwavering unmoving heartbreak
Seeking tomorrows’ hopes and yesterday goodbyes
