Picture of ME

I vowed never to, but
I find myself picking up the pieces and
Solving the jigsaw
I'm trying to put them together

Bit by bit and piece by piece
Sometimes the shards sliver my hands
Opening up my flesh in bright, red geometric patterns
And I bleed u once again

But I'm trying u
I'm trying to complete that picture
I'm trying to continue from where I left

My hands are bleeding, now profusely
But I know I must go on relentlessly
That, I believe is the rule of survival
And survive I must

Giving up is against my grain
So, I strain my eyes
And move my hands faster
In the hope of completing that picture
That beautiful picture of me.....