Hey,
It’s me,
I’m back after being gone for so long,
I didn’t think I’d come back here,
But something was telling me to,
Maybe it’s the feeling that I can’t see you again,
Maybe it’s because of how I can’t hear you,
Maybe it’s just every little thing,
Reminds me of you,
The anger I feel in my chest,
Knowing I could’ve done something to help you,
Knowing I wasn’t there when you needed me,
Constantly waking out of a dead sleep,
Feeling your spirit glare at me,
Blaming me for you being gone,
Blaming me for not doing enough,
Blaming me for not helping,
It’s hard but here I am,
Talk to me,
Tell me what you want to say,
Even if it’s you saying “I hate you”,
But I’m coming back later today to this tombstone,
So we can have our chats again
