I'm afraid to answer that
Because I'm not fine
My first response would be fine
You think I only struggle in September
But have you realized
I've been struggling for longer than that
I didn't want to go out in the sunshine
I gave up on my hobbies
I've bailed on my own friends
Using excuses of why
I cant go for a hike
Or go hang out
I've been struggling for a while now
This past week has really broken me
It's not you being gone
It's never been you
I'm glad you are enjoying the woods
The mountains and the elk and friends
I'm glad you are able to enjoy fresh cool air
I don't know why I'm here the way I am
I've been struggling for a while now
It's not just September
