how can i even be asked to forgive?
to move on?
how can my silly mind and heart ask me to do
something so petty?
how can you even dare to forget what happened, you silly brain?
do you forget it all?
you cannot.
you must not.
you promised you'd let go
but only after you would marry him.
do not let go before,
no matter if it kills you.
you have places to walk into
and look into the eyes of certain people,
and show them how you are still standing,
and standing taller, bigger and bolder,
that not even their gaze can touch you anymore.
nothing they could have ever done
would be able to do anything to you.
