f--k me up, darling boy!
boy toys always ruining my life,
it's one today and then another one tomorrow
but i'm not gonna entertain these drugs
you want me to get high on.
she approved you last time
but now she disapproves you entirely
and i am obliged to believe.
so bye, darling, bye bye bye
before you f--k me tonight.
it was a good fortnight
of our love that got my limelight.
now darling, take me where the drug deals are made.
i asked him to stop me each time i wanted to make a mistake.
but honey, you know everything that happened,
so let's go lay me on a bed of weed.
let's get me high, let's get me wasted,
sin me in ecstasy,
that's the only way to save me from the shitstorm i keep getting stuck in.
i'll dare the boys to lay their hands on me,
i'm sure they will want me.
i'm a darling daydream - why, oh why. i thought you were better!
where are you?
come back and arrest me!
i liked my witchcraft in the middle of the night
where i was conjuring silhouettes
to change prophecies.
but here i am, packing my bag, ready to leave.
darling, come and stop me.
i don't want to leave.
i don't want the drugs.
i don't want to f--k up.
i just want to be wanted,
to be loved.
darling, teach me how to get wasted.
darling, give me arch
and then ruin me.
i'll accept it.
i'll be ready for everything once i have him.
and until then,
we'll live with these million hands that crawl me.
f--k these memories,
i'm already ruined,
how much more can anyone ruin me.
i swam tsunamis,
scandals, lawyers, hurricanes,
my cheating husband disappeared,
i'd not even bury him today, just dump him.
i need to forget, i have great regrets,
i crashed, i rushed,
i slowed down in front of an imminent train.
his name is the same as the mathur who once was,
come on, let's get high on everything not nice.
i hate it there
but that is where you forget how bad truly is life.
i was right, always, darling:
i knew i could not trust you.
i know i cannot trust anyone in this lifetime.
keep your secrets; there is no need for anyone to know.
