Self expression

Where the sea parts,
I'm walking away from those shores.
I've forcefully walked away from worse.

The sky is starless,
the clouds sense.
You wanted me to be free?
You seem nice but I don't exactly feel
what you would like me to feel
for you.

I don't know why I am in your BMW,
I don't understand why we are singing,
I did like the scent of your perfume,
You said, I smelt like milk;
that I'm the only girl you've come for a second meet.
It was bold of you to hold my hand,
but remember, not to go further,
I might not entertain it.
Why, oh lord why, is your name another religious thing?
I want to be pious,
I want to retain my sanctity.
I won't do drugs.
I won't lose my mind.
I have bigger dreams I need to achieve.
Will you help me?