After work

I remember your face
As it was after a long day of work
Your smudged eyeliner
Deep dark circles.

And a smile.

After a long day of work
You would always
Forget I'm poison.

I remember your eyes.

After long days of work
I gave it all
Wore myself thin.

What about the other days?

You wanted me to hurt myself.
You wanted me to starve myself.
You wanted me to kill myself.
Did you?

You loved me.
You loved me.
You love me.
You do.