How can I do this
How can I manage
To even manage myself is an arduous task
Now you leave me with this trust
My mind is still making up its mind
My heart is still looking to fill the void
I was not done and you leave me with this?
You always loved me, I know that
You had me when you had nothing
You worked so hard for me that you had no time for me
You gave me a taste of luxury without owning it
You gave me experiences that only the opulent could experience
And I know you gave me all of that because you don't know how to talk to me
We may find common interest in bikes, cars and weed
But I know you find it hard to express how you really feel
Especially to your children
Especially to me, your firstborn
I know it's hard for you
You with your disposition
I know because truly, I am your son
I guess that is my regret with you
To not be able to really talk to you.
