I've been through so much, honestly it's insane to believe.
Doubting heaven could even exist especially if we are already living through hell literally.
So much pain and misery.
A past in ruins with haunting memories.
Like the day your brought in this world and given up so quickly.
Being stateward was like a childs prison sentencing.
A boy to a man I had to be.
No toys no friends and worse of all no family.
All alone there was no guidance guiding me.
The things I had to do to get to where I am I'll never forget or be forgiven for.
I've caused so much pain and hurt to this world its devistating to believe.
Speaking on very little not wanting anyone to ever feel sorry for me.
I've lost and seems like I'll never win.
Losing over and over again a loser I know I am and will always be.
But I'll never quit.
I can never give in. No matter how many times I get knocked down I'll always continue to stand.
What I been through made me this man.
