I wasn't mad at you for walking away,
For leaving me in my stormy day.
I understood your reasons, though they hurt,
And I never blamed you, not for a little.
But I was mad at myself, for still keeping it inside,
I can't just let it go, can't keep it aside
It's so long but my heart still closed, maybe not yet healed,
Maybe still loving you or maybe just can't feel.
