It's been a long time since I was last here,
Many times have I wondered if I should come back.
As I gaze around at all that's changed I remember 2014 was the year.
Although now my world has colour and joy I can't help but remember all the black.
In my absence of this world I've changed who I am,
I've contemplated who I should be.
Now I've painted rainbows and masterpiece of yellows, reds ,greens and cyan,
In essence I've killed who I was and been reborn to who you now see.
Should I come back,
Or just simply stay gone.
I gather up all my things and stare blankly on what I should pack,
As I lay here wondering once again where do I belong.
