Another for Ruben

The love is gone
It was never there
Only my imagination
In which you did not share

We’d spend weekends together
Friday was my best day
Then come Sunday
I’d reluctantly drive away

My work week was spent
With you on my mind
Hoping this won’t be final
It was you who would decide

Though it lasted longer
Than I ever thought it would
If I had my way now
We’d be together as we should

I think of you daily
Sometimes a tear I shed
When I hear Taylor Swift
Her songs encircle in my head

If I had one wish
That I could make come true
You would come find me
Say Diane I love you

I know that will not happen
You're too proud to admit
That you too had feelings
And you'd never commit

You came back in my life
When I needed you the most
I was loosing my mind
My heart completely exposed

You showed me my strength
And helped me stand tall
To let go of my past
Helped me break down my wall

For the 1st time in a long time
Saw a glimpse of my future
Shouted out to the world
Never to endure such torture

Now I find myself alone
Not really that bad
It gets a little lonely
I don't think you understand

So I put my thoughts on paper
Words I will never share
They will stay buried deeply
To this i will swear

I don’t think it’s too late
To save what we had
But it’s hard to hold on to
What was never in my hands