False conclusion

I thought i was falling in love
turns out i was not

i thought I had found the one
turns out i had not

i thought i experienced a once in a lifetime thing
turns out i did not

i thought i could bring us closer
turns out i could not

i told you how i felt
but that just scared you away

i was not giving up
so you turned your face away

standing in my bedroom, my memory flashed back to the few good times we'd had

i sat down on the floor feeling sad, depressed, and mad

the pain was too much, i did not know what to do

so i grabbed a pin and continued to think about you

now your name is in my arm and it will not disappear

and the pain you caused me is always so near

but I have moved on and i know you have to

we have agreed to be friends again, though it sounds too good to be true

and even if i shouldn't, i will forever love you

*keep in mind that the love i refer to here is more of a really good friend or i-remember-when-i-thought-i-truly-loved-you type love.*