As I sit on my bedroom floor,
with my everlasting tears streaming down my cheeks,
the blood from deep inside of me,
streaming out of the slits across my wrists,
I wonder what my future has install for me.
Maybe my future is full of happiness,
but that is a very bleek dream.
I wonder if I should take my life now,
so the future of mine,
cant tear me apart,
just like the past has.
I no where I stand,
a nobody in the crowd.
Should I wait?
Or should I go now?
I have no clue,
my mind is so confused.
