I'm saying goodbye atlast.
After all these years you've still been right here.
I know you always will be...you were my first love.
The one I shall never forget.
My bestfriend in every way I'm saying goodbye for real this time.
I can no longer hold on to what isn't there.
I won't try to grasp your pressence and bring it back to me.
This is my goodbye..for real this time.
It's been so long since I could last hold you in my arms and hear your gentle voice whisper through my ears.
This is goodbye James, for real this time...
I know it's hurting you to see me this way.
You want me to be happy even though your gone.
I know all of this but still it's hard to let go of you.
Hard to finally move on from all I knew and loved for so long.
