What I am cannot be explained
I am faceless without a name
I have no heart or a sole
I'm just here, one big hole
I am desensitized
And memorized
That those I idolize
are just spitting lies
Despite my tries
I find my family falling apart
I'm losing whats left of my heart
Everything that once was
Is no more because
One little disease
O god please
Rebuild my tattered life
Please give me strength to withhold from using the knife
I need someone to release me from this place
To take me somewhere safe
I want someone to love
Please god from heaven above
Heed my call
Thats all
I am here ...but I'm not here
Things that were are now .....not so clear
I live my life in fear
That the end of me is near
With every cut of the knife and every tear
heaven is calling me .....i can hear
The knife dangles by a thread
These demons are churning in my head
Am I already dead?
Is it too late
to change my fate?
I wanna live, I wanna survive
There's only one thing thats keeping me alive
Hope
Hope for a new life and a new deal
Hope for some love that I can feel
Hope for freedom from this place
Hope for me to regain my face
Hope to be recognized
Hope to be idolized
As the guy that tries
even though his life is lies
Thats thats my hope and shall always be
If I don't make it ......remember me.
