I want him back in my life
but gettin involved with him means
indirectly letting
some people back into my life
and I don't wanna do that
that'd be like dumping
an oceanful of salt
on an open wound
I don't have enough strength or patience
to deal with her
not since I've changed drastically
since we were friends
the way I feel about him
has never changed
it's just been pushed aside and forgotten
so I could have
other relationships
with other guys
that never matched
the one I had with him
for almost two years
he's so perfect for me
although he made a few mistakes
I'm willing to forget about them
and let him steal my heart again
and make me feel like
his little princess forever
I want him back,
but does God want for me
to be with him forever?
