A VICIOUS CIRCLE (anorexic)
Look at me, don't you think I'm such a mess,
My mind is tired and my body it aches,
The fact is i have this problem,
where my size and weight i hate.
Food today is my enemy it was never before,
Until someone told me i need to lose weight,
at first i denied the comment,
but than so quickly it put me into this state.
I go through each day eating so little,
Trying to maintain my weight and size
so much will power i would say i have,
Just so I don't have to see the scales rise.
This is such a vicious circle thats hard to break,
One than no one else can do but me,
But with the thoughts in my head,
I'll never be able to break free.
How i hate myself each day for what i do,
I've brought myself down once again
So much do I hate my foolish ways,
God won't you just give me the power to let it end.
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