Its weird now
I'm not pretending to be happy
and how
I really am sometimes
like riding around in Ashley's truck
with her and Sarah and Stacy
they are all sixteen
its so much fun
I don't know what I'd be doing
if I hadn't met them at all
I was about to fall
but then they came
and now I'm me again
my old friends forgot me
and can't even hang out
I'm going to miss it
but I don't care
they don't seem to give a shit
cruising with the girls
thats what I'll be doing
tired of crying
about the old friends i was losing
now I'm just so happy
yesterday was great
chillin with my boyfriend for a bit
then the girls came and picked me up
thats my new life
and I'm loving every minute of it
~¤*¤~You probably won't think this is the greatest poem cuz you would have to know what I'm going through to really understand it but ya its how I'm feeling right now~¤*¤~
