Meant to be

I know i love you without a doubt
because your the only one i think about
I have a boyfriend but i wanna be with you
and if i left him his heart would break in two
he is my friend but i know your the one
And without you my sadness has just begun
I love him alot but not the way i love you
But the question is what do i do ?
What i cant do is break his heart
because he is the one who cared from the start
we were over and you said sorry and we decided to be friends
The break up was a mistake but thats the way it would end
I was hurt and i cried all night
But then he was there to make things right
I got with him hoping to get over you
But then i found out that you still love me too
Were not suppose to be friends because i think i still love you
But it could have been easier if we could have left it just us two
We cheated on each other it was our mistake
He did nothing wrong so why should his heart break
I cant tell the future us together or apart
But all i know is that this is breaking my heart
Our past is the problem something we cant get rid of
So the only thing we can do now is rely on this love
Every one i ask just says I'm a playa
But thats not what i am so i rely on this prayer
Dear lord i love one but I'm with another
please tell me lord if were suppose to be together
And if were not please show me the way
Show me where i belong and there i will stay
Please forgive me for the things i do
Thank you lord for letting me come to you
So if you love me the way that you say
Take my lead and follow this way
I love you both i just wish you could see
because to tell you the truth i don't know whats meant to be

this is under my sisters name Kaitlin too but i made my own page and decided to paste it here too because i wrote it