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by Foresaken_Tears Jul 20, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Fists are flying towards my face But I must keep my cool I count the hairs upon your knuckles Come up with excuses for school. Every time you say my name A chill runs down my spine Dont tell me that I'm losing my mind I fear it was never mine. I cant believe that so much hate Can be hidden behind kind eyes The charm you wear so outwardly Is a mask of brutal lies. I'll kill you I swear given 1/2 the chance I could never even try So consumed by my conflicting self When will you let me die. A foot is driving through my jaw So numb I cannot scream I wish someone would see the truth Behind your eyes, cold gleam. But never fear for I'm ok I always will be right? And every new day dawning Proceeds another sleepless night.