Yall Don't See The Inside Of My Unhappiness..

Yall don't see the inside
The inside of my unhappiness
You think im perfect
Perfect as can be
Look a little closer
See the real me
Stop looking at my body
My hair oh so beautiful
My eyes oh so blue
Look deeper inside
See whats there
See what the perfect me
Has to hide..

Look in my face
Deeper into my eyes
See all the shit in my life
The shit I chose to hide
The time I lied
And the tears I cried
If thats not enough for you
Look down to my arms
Full of pain and true shame
Taking the form of
New crimson red cuts
And old scars..
From you I must hide

Now you've seen my pain
The shit I chose to hide
And exactly what I do
those times you made me cry
And feel like I should die
If that's not enough
Just take a moment
To have a talk with me
To see just how perfect
I can NOT be..
See my eyes
Feel the cries
Realize and see the rest
For you've just been through the test
Of my Unhappiness