Never Going Away

All the laughs turn to tears
when I'm all alone
and reminded of my fears

you left me when I had nothing
and in the dark of my room I stayed
thats got to mean something

I can't get rid of this feeling
that it'll never be alright
and my scars aren't healing

I haven't cut in awhile
and things actually seem okay
but still there's more to my smile

Things are great
so why do I still have this depression
maybe this is my fate

happy isn't what I was meant to be
but I truly was for awhile
I just wish I was free

Free from this pain
that'll never leave me
like being stuck in the rain