I Want To Die!

I seen the darkness up ahead.
I'm almost there I quietly said.

Everything was far from reach.
The problems quickly rushed away.

My mind went black,
I could no longer think.

I felt so free,
No longer held back.

Then suddenly, the light came back as a rush,
I opened my eyes, the room was in a hush.

Everyone began to celebrate,
Happy to save another life.

Why didn\'t you let me die?
Why not go save some other guy?
I\'m going to do it again! I screamed.
Your never gonna stop me.

I was almost there,
Unable to turn back.

I liked it there,
never wanted to come back.

I was very free,
Free to roam.

I loved it there,
Sorry, I never wanted to come home.

I loved the darkness,
No one to see,
No one to take crap from,
Being someone I never wanted to be.

I no longer wanted to feel the pain,
The pain that had been inflicted.
It hit so deep, deep down inside.

Now, please let me go.
I want to hide.

I want to hide,
Get away from me.

Don't come near me,
Just let me be.