I lie awake at night
Thinking of how to die.
Wishing that maybe i could just fly away,
I think about you almost all the time,
How much i still love you.
You left so long ago
Went home as you called it
I missed you and i yearned for you
I suffer day by day at the thought of your voice
The lingering sounds of your "I love yous" through the phone.
I hardly answer my cell anymore because I'm always hoping it's you but I know its not.
I find myself fading away
Little pieces of me leaving day by day.
I'm falling apart
Just drifting through space
I wish that just once more i could see your sweet smiling face.
The pictures i had were deleted long ago
Because i would sit and stare at them and start to cry.
I know that your last thought was of me,
I just wish that i could be where you are.
I miss you and i always will.
May god rest your soul....
