You can never imagine or know how it feels to be me,
To feel what I feel and to see what I see.
Going through this tunnel of loneliness ,
Trying to find answers to questions that linger inside.
It's a scary thought to be alone,
To have no ones hand to hold.
Feeling locked inside of yourself,
There's no way to get free.
Wishing someone would hear your silent screams.
Hoping someone else would understand and see.
No one seems to realize or even seems to care.
I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out,
Then I open my mouth only to scream a silent shout.
It doesn't make sense, that's why you don't know how it feels.
Its so cold and lonely in this hole that I'm in,
I don't know what to do or where to begin.
I need someone's loving hand to hold,
I am so scared and alone.
I cant possibly do this on my own,
I try to find the light, in the darkness that I feel
But sometimes its like this shit isn't real
Its too messed up to be true,
This is a nightmare, everything I'm going through.
