Not my #1

Thank you god
yet again
you've given me everything i wanted
you've given me a man

But yet again i get confused
my heart and mind deciding
in the end he is the one I bruised
because of my thoughts i was hiding

To scared to face you
and say the words
"I love you" with a kiss
if i could have one more thing
it would be a wish

a wish that you would forgive me for all that i have done
a wish that you would understand that you just weren't the one

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