I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched
I'm hateful and I'm crying
I'm dying and lying
I'm hurting and I'm trying
I cant take it anymore
I'm lying here on the floor
I'm crying and trying not to die
I find it hard to hate you
When i really love you
I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched
I'm hateful and I'm crying
I'm dying and lying
I'm hurting and trying
I want you to be happy
Even when I'm sad
I want to be loved
Even when I'm mad
I fell so hard
I lost so much
Yet..
I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched
I'm hateful and I'm crying
I'm dying and lying
I'm hurting and I'm trying
This world makes no sense
Everyone has so much ignorance
I'm gone and I'm happy
I'm tired and I'm sad
I don't know how to act around you
I find myself here alone and unhappy
Yet..
I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched
I'm hateful and I'm crying
I'm dying and lying
I'm hurting and I'm trying
I don't know what to do
Cuz now I'm without you
I'm so long gone
That you wont find a trace of me here
I'm not completely gone forever
But I'm out of you and i know it hurts
Cuz..
I'm happy and I'm worried
I'm unphased and untouched
I'm hateful and I'm crying
I'm dying and lying
I'm hurting and I'm crying
This originally started as a song and it still is i just wanted to post it somewhere so ppl could see what i write
