Not up for it

Every time i think
i think how much i love you
and how i really love
just everything you do

i think of how to say
what i cant explain
how much i really love you
and how this is no game

i wish you could read my mind
every moment of the day
cause then you'd really no
how much your love drives me insane

i wish i could just tell you
in a way that you'd believe
cause with out you i would die
and to get by your what i need

i hate it when we fight
it leaves this emptiness in my heart
i wish you new how much i miss you
whenever we're apart

i wish i could explain
all this love i have inside
but I'm not the one to open up
so this love i always hide

my hearts been broken once
once to many times
so please don't tell me you love me
and tell me all old lies

don't make you another something
that I'll have to forget
cause to tell you the truth
I'm really not up for it