Alone

Holding in the truth
from the closest
of people.
"Family", it lost
all meaning when
they left me here
alone.
The feelings of
abandonment adorned
my soul for so long.
Never having anyone
to love me.
Betrayed from
fist step, only hearing
lies, not once the
truth was told.
Claiming love,
they claim they
do love me true.
The thoughts brought
too makes my
heartfelt feelings
turn blue.
Seeking their guidance,
they turn the other
cheek.
Hoping I may find
my own way.
Tell this moment
Ive felt nothing but
alone,
You made me
feel wanted,
you made me feel warm

^ this is the way I once felt... Cold alone unwanted...then I met my b/f Cory...he made me feel wanted made me feel like someone care......he ripped that away from me.