Daddy's little girl

There is a pain I have felt,
For the last four years,
With it I have not delt,
And it adds to my tears,
Why doesn't he love me?,
Or ever say he's proud,
Why can't he see,
He has cast a grey cloud,
Everytime I hear him yell,
It brings a tear to my eye,
He makes my life hell,
With each night I cry,
So with each cut I make,
My tears cry as blood,
My soul it will take,
My heart it will flood,
I want to break away,
And never look back,
Say what I need to say,
And get the life that I lack,
Yet I am trapt here for now,
My feelings unsaid,
My mind says how,
While my heart is dead,
In the end pain suppressed me,
My emotions in a swirl,
I know I will never be,
Daddy's little girl.