Lord,I am so hurt I am so confused.
I feel like the luv he once had for me was untrue
He says one thing, and then do another.
There are timez when i ask myself if he luved me shouldn't he be here?!?!
I cry at night when he doesn’t call...
Where was he the night when I needed him the most,
now hez neva here not even at all.
I feel like he doesn’t care,
Like he lost the love that was once there...
If I to say anything to him is I wish I neva fell in luv wit u..
But from the words hez said I believe thats too hard for me to do.
We have been threw so much, but right now I feel like this is enough...
All I asked for was his time, for him to love me like the way u use to. He use to make me happy, he use to showed that he cared...
To call just because...or edlest be there...
My prayers to you god need to be answered...
God, hold me close tell me wat i should do! i can't let go
of the one person I need the most...
God, give me hope....Tell me, I need to know!
I am so hurt and confused, I need to be loved but he wont do that so wat should I do.
I ask myself do i luv him, I ask myself should i just let myself cry.
My faith is losing hope...
my heart is slowly dying.
If you say you'll change evathang will go back the same you are only lying.
His love for me has died,
My tears I can no longer cry.
I will neva let go, i will keep holding on...
I will neva let go out of HIZ armz...
But I feel like he left me already, everytime we go threw the same shit ova and ova again. I need my prayers to be answered.
Amen.
