All this pain I held inside.
All the beatens I took cause you were drunk.
All the sh** you told me all cause the s*** you were on.
You pulled me down when I was on the top of the world.
You couldn’t care any less how much you ripped me apart.
The days I waited thinking you loved me the same.
Knowing this whole relationship to you was nothing but a game.
Given me no reason to live now,
Realizing that it wouldn’t make no difference if I wasn’t around.
Wishing you cried once for me.
Wishing you begged for me not to leave.
Having to be strangled force to make love.
Scarring me for life just cuz you wanted to f***.
I wonder where my life would be if you were to never come around.
I wonder where I would be if my heart was found.
Borrowing a life just to feel how it is to be loved.
Without knowing all I got in return was my heart crumbled up.
I gave you all I have I gave you all that I am,
But this life I can’t take I just can’t.
Now I must let go because being your girl was all I know.
No one wants me now, no one cares.
No one cares if I’m around, This life isn’t fair.
It’s time for me to let go, This life I pray god to take.
Me meeting you was nothing but a mistake.
Slow counts to three for me to pull the trigger on myself.
3-This is for turning ur bak when I cried help.
2-This is for giving me so much hate for the world and a reason why I should take my life.
1-I just can’t I rather see you scream for help, I rather see you slowly die, baby this just got to be the way, Good-bye!
