I hate to see myself live my life in tears...
I try to be strong in front of others, but inside I really have this fear.
The fear on being left alone,
on getting hurt or just abondoned.
To the father I pray every night.
To give me the strength to live my life...
I have let people hurt, beat and critisize me...
Until this day I pray I won't end up under six feet.
I remember being young,
getting told I was nothing to them.
Being told I don't matter and being disdain.
My body has been slashed, punched and bruised but none of that matters...
What does is that my heart is what really been abused.
My heart is what I squeeze tight,
so I still have something...
Something to keep me up in this fight.
I always believe when I fall in love,
that he is different that I'm the girl he will never mistrust...
That he will always love me even when I fall...
But where is he now?
When he is the one who crumbled my heart up.
Where is the love that he promised?
That no matter what goes down,
he will never let go...
That he will always be around.
This whole time I have living this life.
This life I've been living, has all been a lie.
I believe that slowly inside I have been dying.
I have been trying to be like everyone else.
Happy loved, and never left out...
I want to be hold, loved in return...
Never lied to, I just want love from someone.
I am tired of this heart being broken in thousands of pieces..
Being thrown at. I know deep down inside I don't deserve this.
Today I will walk with tears in my eyes,
The everynight cries..
And with my head hanging low.
It hurts to know I don't ever have a little piece of hope.
And it also hurts to know all that I have is a torn down, and Sadden Soul.
