Why do I still love you after all you’ve done?
You lifted me off the ground and threw me down when you were done
Why do I still care about you after all you did to me?
I gave you everything I had then you just walked away from me
Why do I still think of you after all I went through?
You were all I ever wanted and you didn’t even care how much I loved you
Why do I still wait by the phone thinking you’ll call?
You’re out having a blast and not thinking of me at all
Why do I still wonder if you’ll surprisingly stop by?
I keep on waiting for you and I’m letting my life pass me by
Why do I still call and hang up when I hear your voice?
You know it’s me but I don’t care because I keep on making that choice
Why do I still have your pictures all over my room?
You probably threw all my things away but I’ve kept every memory of you
Why do I go out with guys and still think of you?
You’re paralyzing me but I keep on allowing you to
Why do I still cry myself to sleep every single night?
I know we could never again be and that’s what ruins my life
Why do I still drive by your house to see if she’s there?
And if she is there’s nothing I can do except sit there and stare
Why do I let myself get like this?
My love for you will never change and it’s you I’ll always miss
Why am I unable to love again because of you?
You have me trapped in a world of you and you don’t even know you do
Why is my pillow still filled with tears?
You’re the only thing that makes me smile and makes me cry even though you’re not here
Why do you still have all of me?
I still haven’t given you up and 2 years ago you completely got rid of me
Why do I still wonder if I’m in your life?
I’m led to believe I never was and now I know you lied when you asked me to be your wife
Why do you not care about me, when I’m going insane?
I’m stuck on you, you literally consume my brain
Why do I still allow you to have this affect over me?
It really doesn’t matter how hard I try, I still love you no matter what you do to me
