Broken

I'm broken,
I’m hurting deep inside.
I'm forever running, there's nowhere left for me to hide.
Corrupted by darkness it has me beat.
I have to slow down, admit to defeat.

I'm growing weak as the days roll by.
Pain bottled up inside me, I begin to cry.
I've always felt scared and insecure,
Wondering why it has to happen to me,
I've never felt this way before.

I have nothing left, not even memories,
There were once times of wonder and fantasies.
I believed in dreams, believed I could fly,
I reached so high, almost touched the sky.
Now I'm falling, I'm being held back.
Can't pull myself together,
My mind has gone off track.

Never again will I be able to reach for the sky,
I can't be bothered, too hard to even try.
As I watch the clouds roll slowly by,
All I can do is wonder why,
Was there any point to dreaming?
I always wanted to achieve.
I don't anymore don’t even want to believe.

I don't know where I'm going, I have lost my way,
Depression is my leader now, it's lead my life astray,
As my life fade's away these word's I will have spoken,
"No one could heal my crying soul, even in eternity,
I'll always be broken"