Is it true??

I sit here every day
As a tear drops for him
I wonder if he still cares
Or if he just doesn't have time for me any more

Maybe he's fed up of me
Or maybe he just wants some one else
Because he's bored of me
As we havn't even met yet

I wonder if i should still love him
Cause I feel he doesn't love me at all
I wish I could be there with him
And maybe this poem wouldn't even be here

I sit here thinking
Does he still love me?
Is he fed up?
Or is it just me?

I couldn't really blame him if this was true
Cause to be honest
Who would really want me?

I sit and wait everyday
For him to come online
Isn't it strange how it happens when I'm away?
I really hope he comes online some day
Maybe this day will never come

For all I know
At right this minute
He could be with someone I know
A girl in fact
I must have really let him down
Or could it just be that it's the holidays??